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Once again, I really don't know what the fuck I'm going to do.
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I didn't get the loan,
No new car.
As of January 1, 2006,
I won't have a car to borrow.
The only car I own will cost upwards of $2,500 to repair (per research conducted this afternoon).
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Right now, I'm inclined to run away.
Either legally by joining the Navy and getting an education,
or Ilegally by taking the $500 I have and getting a plane to somewhere.
I've no idea what I'd do in 'somewhere'
probably do odd jobs until i'm killed for my organs in some seedy motel in Amsterdam.
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Running away isn't going to solve anything.
I need a plan.
But right now, I got nothing.
I need my credit to get better,
I need a car,
and I need to save more money.
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I crumpled up a half a pack of cigarettes today.
Fuck smoking.
Tonight I will call the 'Big 3' credit bureaus to get my free reports for this year.
Then I'll at least know exactly how severely fucked I am.
I'm going to look further into getting my van fixed.
Find out how much parts will cost,
probably fix the fucking thing myself.
That is, provided it's not impossible.
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But seriously, if anyone knows of a car for sale,
i need something that runs, and won't cost me much over $1,000.
At this point, I just need something.
I'm sorry for all this.
I'm kind of in a bad place right now.
hold me?
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